Problems

Peace

Today I am a little frustrated and currently in a rather pissy mood. I have a lot going on right now and some things (and people) are worse than others. Why am I in such a pissy mood you ask? After all, today is understanding cipher. And how do you get understanding? By doing the knowledge to wisdom. I have done the knowledge, I have an understanding, b.u.t. there is nothing I can do about my cipher, or at least certain parts of it. Organizatons that lack definite structure frustrate me. Even worse is the opposition I receive when trying to provide some semblance of structure. If you know better than you should do better, right? If I see lack of organization and I know how to organize than I should fix this. If everyone in the organizaton sees this same lack of organization, wants to be more organized, and knows that I know how to organize then my fixing this problem should be relatively simple. It should be--but it's not. You say you want something but when you have the opportunity to get it you are so set in your ways that you can't accept it. This is what has me in such a pissy mood. I know what the problem is, I am trying to work through it, I want success, but because I am not in the situation alone I am continuously met with resistance. I do something but it gets undone. I speak and it falls on deaf ears. With such egregious organizational apathy why do I keep trying?